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Like an echo,
it comes back,
the bend in the creek,
like a uterus’
bleeding flow,
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tangible again,
as memory revisits,
with unusual
concreteness,
territories of the past,
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rebounding, circulating,
surging, vexing,
panning our naked
bodies – some of us
in the water, loin-deep,
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making animal sounds;
some of us out,
wistfully small,
under a depthless sky –
all of us boys still,
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like blossoming buds,
bending under
the paw of some
hormonal energy
that lingers now
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in memory’s tunnel,
like an air prowling
around us, vaguely
ornery, urging:
“Begin what you are,”
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though not intended
to belittle me
for my unmasculine traits,
but, instead,
to lift me up,
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allowing new light
to enter in, its strong
broad rays in free fall
against my flesh,
as if through blades
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of pungent grass,
piercing me
even deeper now, to say,
“Be kind to him,
stranger that he is.”